1/10/2016 0 Comments Nothing left for no oneIt's only the past you left for his future.
Nothing left for no one to believe in. My blood spilt from one world to another. Trying to scratch myself and find myself to the top. But you yet seem to run away again. I know what they want. They seek to be the death of me. Fighting a love of one i cannot win. But yet willing to give my everything, All of me let down. You've let me down, You've made me realize my deepest fear. All i know are sad souls haunting my chase for you. Fading away, afraid of the outcome to be the one... The one part of me where nothing is left for no one.
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10/7/2016 0 Comments Lost LoveThe most amazing moment was when we met,
The love and time I have shared with you, have always been; without regret... In spite of our love, I am painfully aware That you are gone, And no longer there... You made up your mind and you went away... as things started to feel not right anymore. I know it's pointless to wish for you to stay, Because at the end of the tunnel there is no more light. Often I don't know what to say or do anymore, So many times , I have cried over you... Emptiness and sorrow is now a part of me, Since I had to accept, that we will never be. BUT, Our memories continue to live in my heart, As I wish you well with your brand-new start. Please, Believe me when I say you will always be with me. Come what May... Silently she swarms in like a leech,
Feeding and sucking from the wounds my pain left behind. She came Inside : 'Uninvited" Here have a drink, and die! Taste the water drips that sail across my lips, Plodding vigorously in the open air of her unwanted hostility. Forbidden as one, I noticed her aura a sickening light imprisonment that haunted smoke around her own imperfections. The hate and envy, She lives in resides air-bone. That sound that she has summoned up hunger. Brought me near the edge of everything. Feel my pain, A touch of impurities. Taine,Infected,poisoned passion, Her face disguised surrender towards serenity, The light heart-ed woman I am inside. She will never take, My full eternal grace. It's time to reveal the blazing fire I hide. Drown her from the false flown sorrows of gust. Hold her hideous head underwater - burn her false fire out... 7/5/2016 0 Comments The Secret To Her SmileAs the wind would blow,
So would her hair blossom. Her smile would always be the one part of her you'd never miss, No matter the distance. The tiny tingling goosebumps i felt were the never ending beginning of happiness. She'd wake me up just to only let me kiss her, kiss her for the happiness we felt. It was a roller coaster ride that would never end. There were times I'd just stare and go speechless about it. I always wondered If there was still someone, anyone who could explain this Inevitable, everlasting smile. But then again I was wrong. It had to come to my attention that only God, such Gods who would create of such an angel. An angel with that beautiful, astonishing smile. I myself ought to know the story of that very smile, as I am to spend my life with... 30/1/2016 0 Comments There She Goes Again...There She Goes Again, Once again running away from her own past.
Here I am thinking by that very window you stood by me smiling... There you are not knowing of how much I had. There we are hopelessly not knowing of the outcome. There I was in your hard times, Bringing the most memorable moments we'd always talk about. Here I am as days go by. I still go down as the heart of one fails to beat no more. There we never were in sadness and now there is only a celebration of your life happily lived. There I am with the never ending regret of you running In the cold snow, Now my heart is only left as a frozen art piece that is no more of use with time to come. There I was to come to you ... 14/11/2015 0 Comments She Was Mums Favorite All she ever did was bring that statuesque smile of hers and with her kindness, She was mums favorite with no doubts.
Her charming eyes would deceive any man to fall for her, Mums only worry that was... But she always would tell mum how much she'd never want to let go than to stay forever. Her love for more care of mums health , Mums cooking would would inspire her to the weirdest of things... She would often want to spend more time with mum as mum would tell of her love journeys of the past. Now I see why she was mums favorite. As she took away mums sorrow and pain, She Increased mine, She Increased the pain of one suffering a loss that will never return back to reality... 24/10/2015 1 Comment IT All Ends...She moved day by day...
Trying to reach for that very star, So far it was, But there was never she'd make. It was said only heaven, The fathers house was only where you reached. Your star, The future does not hold your dream, unless you have that faith. That trust and That love... For he is our father our beginning , Our end forever. Our love and no shall reach to their star without love, You have in him, You've lost your path. So deep lost you would never reach this beautiful star. So much pain you will feel inside, The oblivion world has the bigger surprise... So hard it would be ti find the peace but, you'd find it only if you found Inner peace. But then again it may all end. It All Ends through death itself would hurt you. And so is what we call the end, When no star is found. 30/9/2015 0 Comments Half A Heart Without YouI was writing and thinking about the open doors.
Can you feel them ? ... I was not made for you, Tell me something I did not try, But all we got was a unsatisfied happiness, Why ? Because there was no all the right friends, In all the right places. Something that you failed to see was nothing but the false and jealousy you believed and gave me, Nothing but Inevitable pain. I am left a half man without you, Broken half a heart without you... I know you never meant to start a war. I should have just let in and here we are back to square one, Still waiting for that Hope. 28/9/2015 0 Comments Lost In Her Pain Days left , Time passed ,
The beautiful night passed but you never went as the days in my life , Please return my love. My broken heart, Return the endless happiness. Every bit of true love you took, All the promises broken... Now am just here trying to move on, No matter how much pain. I was able to bare, I shall not forget each bit of it... I fear to die In that pain from my past, As no man should keep pain so deep. But yours, yours was never, Never ending sorrow. Rather unacceptable pain you gave. Pain that i carried to my grave. But once i'm gone there will be no more pain only happiness away... 20/9/2015 0 Comments Just Another DreamI see the love in her eyes fading day by day.
Her growth of happiness begins with the ignorance of my presence. Her life goal was my only dream, She never let me give up on her. But nevertheless, She also never let me hold on to her, fight for her and die being a hero for her. I swore an oath to protect her just as every knight would but she was least bothered of my affection towards her. Her scent falls deep in my breathe, I ought to find her back one day, Just like a shooting star there she was so stunning, so beautiful and vanished. And it seemed like yesterday it was just a dream, But there she was gone... Once in a life time comes along your mate.
Alike in every which way. Hoping fate will allow us to start as friends. Not knowing which bright star you are. An Angel From Heaven Is What You Are. With these eyes I see a majestic light. By golly that is her, I knew I was right !! An Angel From Heaven Is What You Are. Together we'll stay. To watch every sunset from that day. To each we'll be true the rest of our lives through the heart. An Angel From Heaven Is What You Are. An Angel From Heaven Is What You Are. Judged by the size of my heart and the character within. He being a one woman man is what unfolds for him. An Angel From Heaven Is What You Are. 26/6/2015 0 Comments The Blue Star In Your Eyes.On the wings of a eagle.
My love for you flies Soaring higher and higher, And touching the skies. I reached up above, And pulled a star from the sky. To place it within, Your precious minds eye. To dwell there forever, As my love for you. On the wings of our love, Enduring and true. I honor you my darling, with all that I am. Please darling please, Will you be my man. There are some things... 12/6/2015 1 Comment The Sky Is the limitIn life we reach to certain limits.
We begin to reach our goals and we think out of the box. But there is no box... It's what the oblivion world wants us to understand. The limit in life is what you assume, what you think. You just don't realize there was never a limit. In life. If I was to explain this there would be no beauty of the power of suspense, Further to this we have our own dream. No sky, No life. But only within yourself you maybe able to succeed your limit. The sky is only a limit of you believe that but you can achieve the inevitable. You may not understand what I try to bring on this unusual world to you but understand that in life you make your own Limit. 10/6/2015 1 Comment In Her MindHer thoughts were not as many, So Hollow, So deep and god knows where
They'd stop. Into her thoughts, Moving from pain to happiness. I felt I was loosing myself in her. As I approached the beautiful part of her mind, It was more than unbelievable. Something that she needed all her life and here I was, Here I was but how would I ever approach her. Her mind had stolen every bit of me. It made me so happy. It made me want to burst into tears, Her mind was an unexplainable journey That even I was to blind to see but then again it was just in her mind... 25/4/2015 0 Comments WHAT DO YOU SEE ??What does one see in life ?, What does this place have that death doesn't ?
Why does the world not understand how oblivion it is to us. Why has one of us become so on top while the rest look up at... Why we do not speak one language, Is it the Gods who seek their own goals or we have to find our goal to help them find theirs. Everyday I wonder and wonder Oh ! why am I sent here to this place and not up as they say with the Gods. Am I paying for my own sins ? Or the ones I made as a God. The name the way it is said to be cannot be found on earth. I wish to understand the Gods Language. Dear God as I pay for my sins give me a chance to be with you so close that even... |