30/6/2017 0 Comments PurposeFrom walking away and sleeping at the edge, why is my pupose lost.
All this time I just needed to see you and how time made me weaker. Would allow me to feel and torcher me for my guilt. Maybe you're thinking of the same or you are past it, accepeted it... Accepted the fact I'll never walk past you and smile and take you back. This lifetime has punished me for deeds I am yet to discover but I believe you are my way out, My light in dark, My reality and my escape to our neverland. The stars in your eyes would be my only weakness and when you'd ask me why I was staring ?. I'd smile and be quiet because you were the most beautiful when you'd catch me shying away. Maybe I never said you really deserved to hear, All I did was write it away and that was it. You protected me with all the love and care one could ever ask for. I felt so guilty and pushed you away. Hurting you more than it hurt me from within. A distant stranger I became and as we parted I grew a illness of the loneliness, A patient of the damaged. The world around me became dark, feeling like I had nothing left. A curse that I'm left to live with. And all i needed was a purpose to live in.
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